Greetings to all, my devWatchers and deviant friends. I hope that you are all well, in good health and in merry mood.
My last entry was from March, 2007 and ended by the words : "One day or the other, I'll be back". This day has arrived !

It makes me things of the song "Beezleboss", you know, at the end of the Pick of the Destiny movie ?
"We've been through so much sh*t,
Desactivated lasers with my d*ck,
Now it's time to blow this f*cker down !"

The last two years were quite tough for me. I went through things I should not have had to go through, I had to move to another town and to start a new life from the ashes of the last one. There has been several months where I just would not be able to hear about my old life and everything linked to it. Therefore, I gave up that dA account and the very nice guys that were following and supporting me here. I deeply apologize for that.
But I could not give up the creating process that I started here, thus I carried on taking pictures and writing short stories, I started painting and I even developed an interest in drawing. So I did something very stupid : I was eager to be back on dA, but I was too ashamed to come back here, because I had disappeared without a word... I created another account, which aim was to keep the "best" of my old account and to host the "new" art that I would create.
This account was
But it was a failure : it was in the middle of the storm and soon the serie of events that forced me to move avoided me to create.

I made another attempt in November 08 :
I had finished my moving, I was quite happy in my new town and I was in the 'don't tell me about the past' stage, thus I decided to give up everything of my old accounts. It did work, as I started submitting the new pictures I have made, but after a very harsh winter, I felt that it was going to follow the same f*cking path than the others. And I do not want that.

I have to come to peace with myself and my past : I am different from what I was back in 07, but I am not another girl. The energy, the passion, the little bits of me that I've put in the pictures in 06 and 07 are the same that I've put in more recent ones.

What I want to do now is to have everything on the same bloody account, because that would be so freakingly easier for me to manage and because I want to have a place one the web which I can give a link to and say "Look, this is what I do".
But I know that it's going to be quite puzzling for you guys, because you might want to keep your favs and your comments Thus, what I am going to do is very simple : I am going to use my brain, think about how to merge everything in a correct way, and keep you guys on the wire about it.
Of course, it only works because I take for granted the facts that : you remember who I am, you're not furious at me for being a run-away coward and you're still interested in following me and my art even if I haven't been reliable a first time. Obviously, you can just think 'Oh, well, glad to know that she's not dead' and not give it any more thoughts - actually, I don't even know how many have read this entry - but it was important for me to write all this, in order to apologize to everybody who worried because of me and to everbody that my absence must have disappointed.
I don't know what else I can say than what I've just written, except adding : "Do not worry. I have learnt. I will turn twenty in less than a month, I have grown up. I am still insane - but I have grown up ".

Take care - never let anyone break your spirit !
~Princesse.

PS : Feel free to comment, I will check the messages quite often from now onward